Wednesday, October 31, 2007

it's gonna be ok

some days i am not strong enough to deal with what i am given.

so it's time to take a deep breath, go for a long run, and clear my mind and my heart.

on the ipod today: "tears" playlist.

Monday, October 29, 2007

It's just not penguin!

amazing weekend of coupleness.

feeling blessed.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

And.... first night meeting (again)

my love.

before Battle Apple..... which I sadly lost.

Whenever I am about to lose hope in the friendship...

he pulls through. a little visit to ny for work with time to meet for dinner... a picture with the words happy birthday sabrina in the sand... a phone call to say thanks.

good friends last forever.

Life is too short, so just go for it, whatever IT is.

Too many days, too many excuses... Sometimes we need a bolt of lightning to wake us up and make us realize we get one life, one shot.

My mom always said to me that life is too short, and she was right. Now is the time to LIVE like never before.. Take Chances... Dream... Care... Explore...

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass... it's about learning to dance in the rain.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

soaring in the sky.... finding all the rainbows

do you ever have a really awesome morning, simply because the previous day was such a disaster?

that's me today.....

on my morning's playlist: glasgow love theme from the love actually soundtrack.. what a lovely surprise! reminds me of snow and christmas and and and....

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

It's Candylicious

first holiday away from the fam- Thanksgiving this year.

NOT allowed to miss out on Halloween. my dad loves it too much.

last year's spread...

Champagne wishes and caviar dreams

Today is a good day to start my own blog. I have religiously checked up on the city girls every day- minus the few days they went MISSING in cyberspace. So I guess now it is my time to share my life in little Rhodey...

My life has always revolved around this little circle... family, crazy cousins and aunts, working for my dad, teaching dance at my childhood studio, and more recently.. training for a half marathon in Feb, buying my first property... all of it here where my heart is: little Rhodey.

But now I'm being pulled away... It seems everything I've ever wanted can't be in my small little circle... traveling here and there isn't enough... and my heart is slowly floating away....

I fell in love with someone whose heart is somewhere else...Mr. A.G...... so what now? Abandon my first love, my hometown.

It's worth it, for him, for us, but if I leave, will I be forgiven?